Let's pretend my fingers aren't laced with longing
while your fingers are laced with hers.
Let's pretend that "friend" doesn't taste like acid on my lips
meanwhile she's tasting your tongue.
Let's pretend hearts didn't get pulled
when you pushed me away and fell into her
Let's pretend pushing didn't knock the breath out of me
While you're making her breathless in the sheets
Let's pretend I don't care
Let's pretend that you do.
But in all honesty
Let's pretend the person in your body
is actually still you.