My Real Image

What's my image?
You knew me as Macie Gillman.
as the quiet girl in most classes.
You might have known me though Makayla Waters.
(The Best Friend that always has been.)

Than I started to write blog posts.
You might have learned how I feel about being human.
How I feel about the word "Just Friends."
The things I wonder about.
What inspires me.

Now we have all been exposed.

Now its not just Pen names with unknown hearts.

Now we have people to associate the hearts with.

we all know a little deeper into each-others hearts.
I now know a little bit more about
how Sarah Matthews feels about losing her dad.
how Braden Harris feels about his Coach.
about How Trevor Elzey feels under a mask.
How Austin Garrett relates love to holding hands
How Makayla Waters wishes of being more than a farmers daughter.

Suddenly the images we originally created
The walls we put up
the pen names we hid behind

 are gone.

I'm not JUST the shy girl
That sits at the back of the room.

 Suddenly, You aren't just the class clown. The jock. The Hipster. The Molly Mormon

These blogs are like starting College.
They give us a chance to start over. 
To create the image of who we really are. 

So here's to new beginnings.
You now know my name.
You know pieces of my heart.
It's time I let you know more about my real image.

1. Im Macie L'aine Gillman, I prefer the last name of Staheli which is my moms maiden name. Macie L'aine Staheli.

2. I don't have a great relationship with my real father. But its getting better. Ive spent many days and nights wishing I had what a lot of you have, a dad to dance with at my wedding, a dad to tell me any boy would be lucky to date me. My mom got married last year, and I finally got a dad.

3. I kickbox 

4. I would rather put my headphones in and blast music as I walk from class to class than socialize with people in the halls. 

5. Ive liked the same guy since 6th grade. and trust me, it hurts like hell.

6.  I'm not good at hiding my emotions. I don't get why I should have to pretend to be something that I'm not. If I'm not happy, I'm not about to act happy.

7. I'm afraid of everything except commitment. Love doesn't scare me.

8. The list of children's movies that Ive embarrassingly cried in is getting ridiculous: Bolt, Scooby Doo, The Land Before Time, Brother Bear, Tarzan, Lion King ( Duh), Beauty in the Beast, Fox and the Hound, etc.

9. List of LP guys I think are hot: Seth Hanneman (Duh) , Peyton Gerber, Tyler Ewell, Jared Collins, Zach Frampton, Kash Tollis, etc. ( Yeah whatever we're graduating in a month)

Now you know deeper into my heart. You know my real image. 

I expect you to keep showing yours.